I'm fine until I'm not

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 I wonder if it ever will actually get easier.  I was doing fine, but then I spoke to the girls tonight.  They have a sitter which....whatever.  But their dad gave K his old phone.  Up until now she's had an ipod touch.  I'm sure this phone is just like E's in that it's wifi only.  And yet, I'm really bothered by it.  I'm not entirely even sure why.....he would probably say it's a control this.  Maybe?  But it just seems to me like that is something you would run by the other parent.  I'm trying to stay calm......but I can feel the fire burning in my belly.  

I feel like I"m fine right up until I'm not......

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